I still have no clue how to say stuff in thai, but Greetings from the sunny shores of Koh Samui!
since im once again laptopless, i wont be making my post so well orginized as i usualy do.
so in short: my yay is: im in a vacation once again, no better yay that this there is.
my dumb is: more like a mother nature troll.... that bitch knew exactly when to send her monthly gift...
my quote is: - a small convo between me and Neil:
me: "i have no idea what to pack..."
Neil: "cloths, silly. even i know that!"
so where do i even begin. the kindness of people is rare to find but when you eventually do, its a bless.
i feel s extremely lucky to stumble across such people and make them a part of my life. thailand is absolutly amazing. koh samui is amazing. this little island is heaven on earth.
sadly, this comp is about to die lol
will update soon in a few more days.
for my good friends across the lands, know i love you so much and everything is wonderful.
xxx
Miss Darl
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Sleeping with the Sith
Greetings my fellow bloggers!
1) Yay of the Day: Got a week free pass for Star Wars The Old Rebuplic MMO from my good friends :)
2) Dumb Thing of the Day: At night, when the house was all dark, bumped my nose into a closed door... Had a minor concostion :P
3) Ouote of the Day: A small convo between myself and Jay in SWTOR after my poor Jedi was killed by a Sith: Jay: Did not end well?
Me: He literally fucked me.
Jay: Beautiful... I did not want a mental image of you sleeping with a sith... :L
Well, I haven't been writing on my blog for quite a while, which is sad. Stuff has happened, for better and for worse. Let's start with the amazing fact that I got a job. Got it from a friend's friend. Here, sadly, if you don't have the right connections, it will be hard for you to get anywhere :\ I work in an office; my kind of a job. My boss is alright, and very nice to me, which is an awesome plus. Finally I can start make my own money.
Off to sadder news. My 2 year old baby cousin was diagnosed with cancer... I already lost a cousin to this horrible diesece, the poor boy didn't even get to age 15. He died about 3 years ago. Obviously my family is all a mess now. It has been very hard on my mom. I believe that she feels a special bound to this baby boy, maybe because he reminds her of her father. I am not much of a believer; specially after my other cousin died. I don't understand why these things happen. There are so many ways to look at it. Some say that God himself punishes us. Others say that this spesific soul needs to make amends in this lifetime. And the rest say "shit happends". I don't know what to believe in. I pray to whatever cosmic power in this universe, the Force, the Light, for Elune, for the Naaru, to the Maker, to Andraste, to the Nine Divines, to Moses, to Jesus, to which ever force in the univese, that this little boy will overcome this, and will be stronger in the future... And also for my family, for they will not be able to hold themselves for another loss.
Now to lighter news. My mother will turn 50 years old this April. So for her birthday, good friends of the family invited us for fucking Thailand, for their own villa, for 2 whole weeks, everything on their expence! This is amazing. Just when you think shit happends all the time, stuff good as this happen. I only need to pay for my flight ticket to join ^^ Obviously I'll update this blog from the sunny shores of Koh Samui! :B
Lately I've been obsessed with memes. I can't take a 1 second look at the troll face without brusting into mega laugh. Also, this week, Troll Dad has become my hero; for being a mega badass. I even started to analyze people's reactions with memes: Like my dad was admiring a video game, he did the Not Bad face (a.k.a Obama face) and I laughed in his face. When I take a look at something I like, I go all Me Gusta on it. Memes are so funny, I can't get enough of them :P
I love my friends. My friend haffy, which I know her for years now, from childhood, means alot to me. She in the only friend I feel I have a special bound with. Like the only person in this world that I can talk with for hours and after it, still continue to talk cause we still have so much to tell each other. These are the true friends of life, the ones that will be with you for years, even if they will live on the other side of the globe. I have friends from all around the globe. And if you people read it, I love you so much, you have no clue. <3
Speaking of my friends, my good friends Jay and Nat got me this free week pass to the new Star Wars MMO. In a single word, AMAZING. Really, this game is so dinamic, and very story driven, just the way I like. Unfortunatly I can't afford paying for 2 MMO's. I got my dad to pay for WoW and I really can't have him pay for SWOR too... >> As much as I would love to of course. Bless those guys, they really want me to quit WoW and come play with them :P <3 I love the StarWars storyline; love the movies and basically everything about it ^^ Kudos Bioware, you created an awesome game ;)
Oddly, I was accepted into University... And will start studying on my goddamn birthday... >> The joy.... Can't say I'm too pleased about it. If someone would pay me to play video games all day, I would make a fortune. Truely, this is the dream.
May the Force be with you, my good readers!
Jedi Darl, Savior of the Republic
(Ps. in the pre-SWOR days, me and Neil actually agreed that the title Sith Lord Darl suits me way more than a Jedi :P Funny, what suits him is Jedi Master Theioden :P) xx
1) Yay of the Day: Got a week free pass for Star Wars The Old Rebuplic MMO from my good friends :)
2) Dumb Thing of the Day: At night, when the house was all dark, bumped my nose into a closed door... Had a minor concostion :P
3) Ouote of the Day: A small convo between myself and Jay in SWTOR after my poor Jedi was killed by a Sith: Jay: Did not end well?
Me: He literally fucked me.
Jay: Beautiful... I did not want a mental image of you sleeping with a sith... :L
Well, I haven't been writing on my blog for quite a while, which is sad. Stuff has happened, for better and for worse. Let's start with the amazing fact that I got a job. Got it from a friend's friend. Here, sadly, if you don't have the right connections, it will be hard for you to get anywhere :\ I work in an office; my kind of a job. My boss is alright, and very nice to me, which is an awesome plus. Finally I can start make my own money.
Off to sadder news. My 2 year old baby cousin was diagnosed with cancer... I already lost a cousin to this horrible diesece, the poor boy didn't even get to age 15. He died about 3 years ago. Obviously my family is all a mess now. It has been very hard on my mom. I believe that she feels a special bound to this baby boy, maybe because he reminds her of her father. I am not much of a believer; specially after my other cousin died. I don't understand why these things happen. There are so many ways to look at it. Some say that God himself punishes us. Others say that this spesific soul needs to make amends in this lifetime. And the rest say "shit happends". I don't know what to believe in. I pray to whatever cosmic power in this universe, the Force, the Light, for Elune, for the Naaru, to the Maker, to Andraste, to the Nine Divines, to Moses, to Jesus, to which ever force in the univese, that this little boy will overcome this, and will be stronger in the future... And also for my family, for they will not be able to hold themselves for another loss.
Now to lighter news. My mother will turn 50 years old this April. So for her birthday, good friends of the family invited us for fucking Thailand, for their own villa, for 2 whole weeks, everything on their expence! This is amazing. Just when you think shit happends all the time, stuff good as this happen. I only need to pay for my flight ticket to join ^^ Obviously I'll update this blog from the sunny shores of Koh Samui! :B
Lately I've been obsessed with memes. I can't take a 1 second look at the troll face without brusting into mega laugh. Also, this week, Troll Dad has become my hero; for being a mega badass. I even started to analyze people's reactions with memes: Like my dad was admiring a video game, he did the Not Bad face (a.k.a Obama face) and I laughed in his face. When I take a look at something I like, I go all Me Gusta on it. Memes are so funny, I can't get enough of them :P
I love my friends. My friend haffy, which I know her for years now, from childhood, means alot to me. She in the only friend I feel I have a special bound with. Like the only person in this world that I can talk with for hours and after it, still continue to talk cause we still have so much to tell each other. These are the true friends of life, the ones that will be with you for years, even if they will live on the other side of the globe. I have friends from all around the globe. And if you people read it, I love you so much, you have no clue. <3
Speaking of my friends, my good friends Jay and Nat got me this free week pass to the new Star Wars MMO. In a single word, AMAZING. Really, this game is so dinamic, and very story driven, just the way I like. Unfortunatly I can't afford paying for 2 MMO's. I got my dad to pay for WoW and I really can't have him pay for SWOR too... >> As much as I would love to of course. Bless those guys, they really want me to quit WoW and come play with them :P <3 I love the StarWars storyline; love the movies and basically everything about it ^^ Kudos Bioware, you created an awesome game ;)
Oddly, I was accepted into University... And will start studying on my goddamn birthday... >> The joy.... Can't say I'm too pleased about it. If someone would pay me to play video games all day, I would make a fortune. Truely, this is the dream.
May the Force be with you, my good readers!
Jedi Darl, Savior of the Republic
(Ps. in the pre-SWOR days, me and Neil actually agreed that the title Sith Lord Darl suits me way more than a Jedi :P Funny, what suits him is Jedi Master Theioden :P) xx
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Up with the work, down with the Dragon
Greetings from my cosy room back home!
1) Yay of the Day - Hard to yay with a tummy ache, but I took down today like 5 dragons in Skyrim /flex.
2) Dumb thing of the Day - Touched a hot bowl of soup when took if out the microwave, forgetting that silly machine heats up the bowl more than it actually heats up the soup...
3) Quote of the Day - "I used to be a D... ~dramatic pause~ ...But then I took an arrow to the knee...". Me joking with my best friend, during a long night talk.
SO! Barcelona was effing amazing, I will defo return to Spain someday. People are so nice and warm, so much to see... Me and my Aussie friends had loads of fun together, I love those guys. Even with the distance, they are best friends. One of the highlights of our little trip together, was the football game we went to watch <3 It was amazing, seeing Messi and the lads running on the field in front of my eyes. The flight back home was horrible... I sat next to the worst people (well, type of people) ever... Common rabble... The worst. T_T Couldn't even get some sleep, it was just me and Arthas... Cause I was reading the WoW Arthas book lol ^^ Thank you my lovely Sis for buying me this one.
For those of you who are not aware of the whole concept of the 'Arrow to the knee' jokes, allow me to explain in short. In Skyrim, a random gaurd tells you: "I used to be an adventurer like you, but then I took an arrow in the knee." Like taking an arrow to the knee is a another way to say "I used to be cool, man, but it all changed for me..." Basically, it became a thing over the internet and the Gaming commnunity. Arrow to the knee jokes are fun. Just try it out for yourself :) For the record, my friend was literally ROFL when I made this specific arrow to the knee joke.
In short, I really used to be a D (then I took an arrow to the knee), but due to medical issues and well.. weight lost, I am now a C... I'm pretty sure I don't need to explain these terms... >>
Still trying to find a job... >> Wish me luck people <3
Back to Skyrim (you won't escape this!) - That game keep surprising me. I simply love it. Today I side tracked from my quest and went on a little exploring. Now, when you explore, you tend to find cool stuff.... What Iv'e found was like 5 dragons (even one with a name! like a mini boss!) that wished upon my quick death, and if it will be in fire, it will be all the merrier. Damn you dragons! You can't beat me, the hottest Dovahkiin in all of Skyrim! >> Actually, the only Dovahkiin in Skyrim, but my point is, I owned them, took alot of time and effort, but I did it (mega /flex). The storyline (without spoilers) keeps getting better and better with each of the main quests. I felt like ~Loregasm~ when I was playing through them quests. Simply amazing, the developers did a great job! It's like twist after twist after twist, now with more twists! Just like the current season of How I Met Your Mother. They have a twist now in every single episode this season! Not that I'm complaining of course, I love twists.
I managed to do some writing while I was in Barcelona. Now to put everything in the Story ^^ Oh, how I missed writing, it's so much fun. It's like gaming, only you do whatever the fuck you want with your characters. You are the God there. You own. /Bow. I really missed writing, while I was preparing for the exam, I rarely even had time to read my stories. I really neglected my guys >< I will make things right. :p No more stucking in one place for you!
Dear God, my room is such a mess T_T that's not me...
Till next time,
Hugs (that's my thing)
Darl xx
1) Yay of the Day - Hard to yay with a tummy ache, but I took down today like 5 dragons in Skyrim /flex.
2) Dumb thing of the Day - Touched a hot bowl of soup when took if out the microwave, forgetting that silly machine heats up the bowl more than it actually heats up the soup...
3) Quote of the Day - "I used to be a D... ~dramatic pause~ ...But then I took an arrow to the knee...". Me joking with my best friend, during a long night talk.
SO! Barcelona was effing amazing, I will defo return to Spain someday. People are so nice and warm, so much to see... Me and my Aussie friends had loads of fun together, I love those guys. Even with the distance, they are best friends. One of the highlights of our little trip together, was the football game we went to watch <3 It was amazing, seeing Messi and the lads running on the field in front of my eyes. The flight back home was horrible... I sat next to the worst people (well, type of people) ever... Common rabble... The worst. T_T Couldn't even get some sleep, it was just me and Arthas... Cause I was reading the WoW Arthas book lol ^^ Thank you my lovely Sis for buying me this one.
For those of you who are not aware of the whole concept of the 'Arrow to the knee' jokes, allow me to explain in short. In Skyrim, a random gaurd tells you: "I used to be an adventurer like you, but then I took an arrow in the knee." Like taking an arrow to the knee is a another way to say "I used to be cool, man, but it all changed for me..." Basically, it became a thing over the internet and the Gaming commnunity. Arrow to the knee jokes are fun. Just try it out for yourself :) For the record, my friend was literally ROFL when I made this specific arrow to the knee joke.
In short, I really used to be a D (then I took an arrow to the knee), but due to medical issues and well.. weight lost, I am now a C... I'm pretty sure I don't need to explain these terms... >>
Still trying to find a job... >> Wish me luck people <3
Back to Skyrim (you won't escape this!) - That game keep surprising me. I simply love it. Today I side tracked from my quest and went on a little exploring. Now, when you explore, you tend to find cool stuff.... What Iv'e found was like 5 dragons (even one with a name! like a mini boss!) that wished upon my quick death, and if it will be in fire, it will be all the merrier. Damn you dragons! You can't beat me, the hottest Dovahkiin in all of Skyrim! >> Actually, the only Dovahkiin in Skyrim, but my point is, I owned them, took alot of time and effort, but I did it (mega /flex). The storyline (without spoilers) keeps getting better and better with each of the main quests. I felt like ~Loregasm~ when I was playing through them quests. Simply amazing, the developers did a great job! It's like twist after twist after twist, now with more twists! Just like the current season of How I Met Your Mother. They have a twist now in every single episode this season! Not that I'm complaining of course, I love twists.
I managed to do some writing while I was in Barcelona. Now to put everything in the Story ^^ Oh, how I missed writing, it's so much fun. It's like gaming, only you do whatever the fuck you want with your characters. You are the God there. You own. /Bow. I really missed writing, while I was preparing for the exam, I rarely even had time to read my stories. I really neglected my guys >< I will make things right. :p No more stucking in one place for you!
Dear God, my room is such a mess T_T that's not me...
Till next time,
Hugs (that's my thing)
Darl xx
Thursday, January 12, 2012
I got doughnuts!
Greetings from Spain!
1) Yay of the day - Pft, I´m at another country! And one a vacation! What can beat that?!
2) Dumb thing of the day - Walking around in circles, trying to figure out where is the corrent underground station, only to realize i have been going around in circles, and i passed it 3 times now T_T
3) Quote of the day - Doughnuts, i got doughnuts, i got... hey! i know you! (chief clancy wiggum, singing and spotting snake).
so as you might know, i am not at home nor on my computer. im not used to the keyboard and therefore am not gonna try and make the passage look pretty as i normally do. it has been a pain so far getting used to the spanish keyboard at the hotel. god bless them for giving me to use their interent free of charge.
a wonderful new year is upon us! i am more than happy to be over with my exam, cause it has been tearing me apart. i finally took a vacation after 4 years i havent left my country. it feels amazing and starngly weird, as if i never left my country, and just the building changed, people started talking in spanish, and everything now is with € (how cool is this?! i can make weird looking letters now which i dont have on my normal keyboard!!). so far ive been traveling along, ive been one less than 24 hours away from home, and... damn i feel extremely independed! tomorrow i'll meet up with my good friends from australia, and we´re gonna rock this city to the ground! its gonan be legendary -(oh yeah, barney style).
skyrim has been amazing so far! this game never cease to amaze and surprise me! i mena, it has everything you can want in a game! starting from amazing questlines, to stories, loot, and the options! damn so much options! ive been playing for 3 weeks now and i only reached lvl 39. im a badass looking dovahkiin (and oh yes, im a dude there) and... well, i try to do the right thing. it normally doesnt work and there is always a dragon appearing in the exact time i have full bags and cant carry its stupid bones and scales. im gonan do every bit of quest in this game. i simply love how every character there, even with the most minor role, has a story to tell. like young lars battle-born is being bullied around by a girl, and that he likes to tease the neighbours' oxes. also, you can actually play tag with the kids in towns and cities!! and even hide and seek.
i dunno if it means im a horse bully, but my horse Allie died twice from dragon attacks. i know, she´s a badass, but... she didnt need to die! its so sad when your helpless horse dies out, defending its master´s life. with no spoliers, i think its going to get even more big that i already have seen yet. it really is the most exciting and amazing game ive seen recently. i cant wait to continue there! :D
yes. dont mention it. im using the word amazing far too much.
there is so much for me to tell just yet. sadly, still no ICC raid, and this time, i can´t blame Neil. i didnt show up or even bothered to wow now that i have skyrim. i´ll be back eventually, but first i need to get the skyrim out of my system :P
thankfully, now all i have to worry about is finding a job. why do i say thankfully? its a lie. getting a job now is extremely difficult. there are tons of lay offs now, and what are the odds of me getting a job now? its all about connections. i got a temp job, as a subtitue teacher, only because my mother is a full time teahcer. how stupid is this what a subtitue makes more than a full time teacher in my country? really this world is messed up. no jokes. like yesterday, i got ripped off on the fucking bus. they doubled the price... started from janurary first. i mean, wtf people are barely get money to finish the month. how come they raise prices, on everything, and not even raise the salaries of the working people.... stupid economy.
funny story for the end. right after my exam, after i literally sat on my ass and solved an exam for 3 and a half hours, my dad came to pick me up from the university. we went out for lunch and then off to buy skyrim <3 what are the odds to search the entire city´s computers stores and literally hunt this game and find the last copy in the city in a little store, whom already saved me before and had copies of games? now thats what i call a quest! hunt down the last copy of skyrim in the city so you can play into the night.
also, let me tell you how much of a geek i am. really now, in every game, you explore places. then when you reach a new place you see DISCOVERED and then the place´s name. i saw in front of my eyes when the plane landed DISCOVERED: Spain. and then, Barcelona. oh my god. this is really the proof that i play too much video games. xD
have a fantastic week, readers! next post will be when i return from my vacation :)
Darl xx
1) Yay of the day - Pft, I´m at another country! And one a vacation! What can beat that?!
2) Dumb thing of the day - Walking around in circles, trying to figure out where is the corrent underground station, only to realize i have been going around in circles, and i passed it 3 times now T_T
3) Quote of the day - Doughnuts, i got doughnuts, i got... hey! i know you! (chief clancy wiggum, singing and spotting snake).
so as you might know, i am not at home nor on my computer. im not used to the keyboard and therefore am not gonna try and make the passage look pretty as i normally do. it has been a pain so far getting used to the spanish keyboard at the hotel. god bless them for giving me to use their interent free of charge.
a wonderful new year is upon us! i am more than happy to be over with my exam, cause it has been tearing me apart. i finally took a vacation after 4 years i havent left my country. it feels amazing and starngly weird, as if i never left my country, and just the building changed, people started talking in spanish, and everything now is with € (how cool is this?! i can make weird looking letters now which i dont have on my normal keyboard!!). so far ive been traveling along, ive been one less than 24 hours away from home, and... damn i feel extremely independed! tomorrow i'll meet up with my good friends from australia, and we´re gonna rock this city to the ground! its gonan be legendary -(oh yeah, barney style).
skyrim has been amazing so far! this game never cease to amaze and surprise me! i mena, it has everything you can want in a game! starting from amazing questlines, to stories, loot, and the options! damn so much options! ive been playing for 3 weeks now and i only reached lvl 39. im a badass looking dovahkiin (and oh yes, im a dude there) and... well, i try to do the right thing. it normally doesnt work and there is always a dragon appearing in the exact time i have full bags and cant carry its stupid bones and scales. im gonan do every bit of quest in this game. i simply love how every character there, even with the most minor role, has a story to tell. like young lars battle-born is being bullied around by a girl, and that he likes to tease the neighbours' oxes. also, you can actually play tag with the kids in towns and cities!! and even hide and seek.
i dunno if it means im a horse bully, but my horse Allie died twice from dragon attacks. i know, she´s a badass, but... she didnt need to die! its so sad when your helpless horse dies out, defending its master´s life. with no spoliers, i think its going to get even more big that i already have seen yet. it really is the most exciting and amazing game ive seen recently. i cant wait to continue there! :D
yes. dont mention it. im using the word amazing far too much.
there is so much for me to tell just yet. sadly, still no ICC raid, and this time, i can´t blame Neil. i didnt show up or even bothered to wow now that i have skyrim. i´ll be back eventually, but first i need to get the skyrim out of my system :P
thankfully, now all i have to worry about is finding a job. why do i say thankfully? its a lie. getting a job now is extremely difficult. there are tons of lay offs now, and what are the odds of me getting a job now? its all about connections. i got a temp job, as a subtitue teacher, only because my mother is a full time teahcer. how stupid is this what a subtitue makes more than a full time teacher in my country? really this world is messed up. no jokes. like yesterday, i got ripped off on the fucking bus. they doubled the price... started from janurary first. i mean, wtf people are barely get money to finish the month. how come they raise prices, on everything, and not even raise the salaries of the working people.... stupid economy.
funny story for the end. right after my exam, after i literally sat on my ass and solved an exam for 3 and a half hours, my dad came to pick me up from the university. we went out for lunch and then off to buy skyrim <3 what are the odds to search the entire city´s computers stores and literally hunt this game and find the last copy in the city in a little store, whom already saved me before and had copies of games? now thats what i call a quest! hunt down the last copy of skyrim in the city so you can play into the night.
also, let me tell you how much of a geek i am. really now, in every game, you explore places. then when you reach a new place you see DISCOVERED and then the place´s name. i saw in front of my eyes when the plane landed DISCOVERED: Spain. and then, Barcelona. oh my god. this is really the proof that i play too much video games. xD
have a fantastic week, readers! next post will be when i return from my vacation :)
Darl xx
Thursday, December 8, 2011
It's Always in the Last Place You Look
Greetings!
1) Yay of the Day - Yesterday, in course for the big exam, I improved my last test score by 17%?! Dude, that is HUGE! :D
2) Quote of the Day - "Went for my monthly Chiropracter visit today and he totally yelled FUS RO DAH when he cracked my back. Scariest most epic doctor ever." - Pride
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - I did a small home test today, and finished a chapter under 25minutes. I was like "Damn, that was fast!" Then I figured out I accidently skipped 2 questions...
Today's post name is, yet again, a WoW achievement. This one is an Archaeology (damn, such a complicated word) one. Now this relates to my current feelings because I realized something that was actually right under my nose, and usualy, when things go lost for whatever reason, they are bound to be found in the last place you look, which is usualy right under your nose.
Now, I have been a little down lately. This exam got the worst out of me. I'm being a real bitch with craploads of anger issues. For those who read this that I hurt on a nerdrage, I am deeply sorry, and please know it was not intentional. I love you all <3. Usualy when one's upset, he/she takes (ugh, let's say he ok?) his anger on those he loves the most, which these are close friends and family. Amazingly, they are the ones that keep standing beside you, in the most darkest of hours. I owe Mom, Dad, Sis and my close friends alot for putting up with me, for hearing me out, for cheering me up, for being there, and knowing it is a temporary state, which will, thank goodness, end in 2 weeks. I know I rant, I love to rant, but when upset, I erh... Tend to be extra aggressive, which is very wrong. Thanksgiving may be over, and it is not a holiday I usualy celebrate, but I am thankful for the people in my life. My life doesn't suck, since I have so many wonderful people in it, right under my nose... These people make my life wonderful, and now, when I feel alot better about myself, I can make life even better. :) Thank you again, I love you, and thank you for reading this post, I love you too :)
I can't wait for these 2 weeks to be over! First of all, the exam will be over, which is great. Second of all, I can finally start doing more fun stuff ^^. Since Neil promised me an ICC raid, and still didn't make one, we decided to make one after the exam, so I can stay up, even all night if needed, to finally, after 3 long years, defeat Arthas <3 There is no way in hell that I enter another expansion whitout defeating my most favorite character in WoW. Another fun thing will be that on 25th, right after my exam, I'm going to buy Skyrim!!! Iv'e been waiting alot to play this game :) and the game won't distract me from studying cause it will be over. There is a wonderful chance that I will take a vacation abroad in Janurary ^^ I really need a vacation abroad, I haven't been abroad for 4 years now. Even if its for a week, I really need it. I'll have time to focus on my writing, write characters profile and sort their history, and might even start a new one. And of course, resume going out at least once a week with my friend, and finding a job :)
What the fuck is this WIND?! It's like I'm living in a haunted house! >< But if I dare stepping outside now, I'll be flying up in the air like Mary Poppins without the umbrella. Which reminds me of a funny story. It was on my first visit to England. I was 13 at the time, and one day we visited Liverpool. The wind was SO strong there it was hard to move. Think I was 20kg less than I am now, and I almost flew up into the open air. Sister's glasses were literally flying in air, and I laughed so bad at the sight of this, that I nearly wet myself. 'Twas hard, but finally, we took shelter in the nearby Cathedral :P
For the usual end joke, the thing that made me giggle for the past days was the Skyrim shout FUS RO DAH!, followed by knocking someone off a cliff videos. Or even better, making a cat video featuring the famous shout. It is so funny I was ROFLMAO first time Iv'e seen it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_95WhVIr1Mg -Don't mess with the Kittenborn! It will eat off your face, bro!
Till next time <3
Love you all again,
Darl x
1) Yay of the Day - Yesterday, in course for the big exam, I improved my last test score by 17%?! Dude, that is HUGE! :D
2) Quote of the Day - "Went for my monthly Chiropracter visit today and he totally yelled FUS RO DAH when he cracked my back. Scariest most epic doctor ever." - Pride
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - I did a small home test today, and finished a chapter under 25minutes. I was like "Damn, that was fast!" Then I figured out I accidently skipped 2 questions...
Today's post name is, yet again, a WoW achievement. This one is an Archaeology (damn, such a complicated word) one. Now this relates to my current feelings because I realized something that was actually right under my nose, and usualy, when things go lost for whatever reason, they are bound to be found in the last place you look, which is usualy right under your nose.
Now, I have been a little down lately. This exam got the worst out of me. I'm being a real bitch with craploads of anger issues. For those who read this that I hurt on a nerdrage, I am deeply sorry, and please know it was not intentional. I love you all <3. Usualy when one's upset, he/she takes (ugh, let's say he ok?) his anger on those he loves the most, which these are close friends and family. Amazingly, they are the ones that keep standing beside you, in the most darkest of hours. I owe Mom, Dad, Sis and my close friends alot for putting up with me, for hearing me out, for cheering me up, for being there, and knowing it is a temporary state, which will, thank goodness, end in 2 weeks. I know I rant, I love to rant, but when upset, I erh... Tend to be extra aggressive, which is very wrong. Thanksgiving may be over, and it is not a holiday I usualy celebrate, but I am thankful for the people in my life. My life doesn't suck, since I have so many wonderful people in it, right under my nose... These people make my life wonderful, and now, when I feel alot better about myself, I can make life even better. :) Thank you again, I love you, and thank you for reading this post, I love you too :)
I can't wait for these 2 weeks to be over! First of all, the exam will be over, which is great. Second of all, I can finally start doing more fun stuff ^^. Since Neil promised me an ICC raid, and still didn't make one, we decided to make one after the exam, so I can stay up, even all night if needed, to finally, after 3 long years, defeat Arthas <3 There is no way in hell that I enter another expansion whitout defeating my most favorite character in WoW. Another fun thing will be that on 25th, right after my exam, I'm going to buy Skyrim!!! Iv'e been waiting alot to play this game :) and the game won't distract me from studying cause it will be over. There is a wonderful chance that I will take a vacation abroad in Janurary ^^ I really need a vacation abroad, I haven't been abroad for 4 years now. Even if its for a week, I really need it. I'll have time to focus on my writing, write characters profile and sort their history, and might even start a new one. And of course, resume going out at least once a week with my friend, and finding a job :)
What the fuck is this WIND?! It's like I'm living in a haunted house! >< But if I dare stepping outside now, I'll be flying up in the air like Mary Poppins without the umbrella. Which reminds me of a funny story. It was on my first visit to England. I was 13 at the time, and one day we visited Liverpool. The wind was SO strong there it was hard to move. Think I was 20kg less than I am now, and I almost flew up into the open air. Sister's glasses were literally flying in air, and I laughed so bad at the sight of this, that I nearly wet myself. 'Twas hard, but finally, we took shelter in the nearby Cathedral :P
For the usual end joke, the thing that made me giggle for the past days was the Skyrim shout FUS RO DAH!, followed by knocking someone off a cliff videos. Or even better, making a cat video featuring the famous shout. It is so funny I was ROFLMAO first time Iv'e seen it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_95WhVIr1Mg -Don't mess with the Kittenborn! It will eat off your face, bro!
Till next time <3
Love you all again,
Darl x
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Second That Emotion
Sadly, I'm feeling a little down and don't really feel like yay-ing about my day, cause to be honest, it wasn't such a great day. I promise, though, I will try my best to change it.
Well, my cousin got married this week. His wedding was the weirdest wedding I've ever attended; and Iv'e been to not so few weddings. Now, before I'll start bitching about this wedding and the many-many things I didn't like about it, let me just say that I don't want to state any country, faith, religion or another shit, cause it's really not about it. I'd like to keep it like "global", you know what I mean? Great.
Right so, a few years back, all my older male cousins (from mom's side of the family) got very religious, like a born again christians. Now, when a person who wasn't very religious turns religious, that person usualy is more EXTREME than others. And radical. Like really. So this wedding was a religious sort of wedding, and which there was specific dress codes, specific rituals and one weirdo of a priest. This cousin and his wife believed they shouldn't touch each other before the wedding. I'm sorry, but this is a shit idea. The original idea is to be pure for the wedding, but, does a hug make you unpure? A hand shake? Please. So yeah, even when he proposed to her, instead of jumping on him and give him a massive hug of joy, they just stared at each over... I'm far from being religious. If it was me, I would give my fiance a big kiss and basically drag him to the closest room and once again express our love physically. In my opinion, not touching each other, at all, is a very stupid idea. What if he's a lousy kisser? What if he's suck in bed? Why would I marry a guy who isn't good for me in bed? Come on, sex is a major part of it. I know, practice makes perfection, but in some cases, it doesn't, so why should I take this risk? Now back to the wedding. When the priest pronounce "You are now Man and Wife! You may kiss the bride :D", you oughta give that special someone the perfect kiss. >> Seems like dear ol' cousin rather hug the priest instead of kissing his wife after he didn't even touch her? You might be a very up-tight religious dude, but come on, bro! Where's your teenager's lust?! >> Sister was right to note that it looked like he was marrying the priest instead of her. Poor girl... She was just standing her, doesn't know what the fuck to do with herself now...
Yeah.... VERY weird....
So what kind of emotions did he have for her to propose to her, if he couldn't even express them? >> I'm pretty sure he didn't tell her "Hun, I love you very much!" or something like that. How can you marry a person who cannot actually express his love for you in matter of words or actions? If they got married just from religious points of view then... I pity them.
I would love to get married someday. My main reason is those fancy white dresses, I simply love it. Also it is a celebration of two people's love. There is a beautiful thing in that very old tradition. I don't want to marry someone cause I HAVE to. I want to get married out of love (as I am a hopeless romantic person). I want to marry a person who I'm deeply sure of him feelings for me and I of my feelings for him.
Though in a way, I am kind of jealous... I want a person in my life. *Sigh*...
And oh yes, I'm feeling down from jealousy, and frustration from studying once again... I just wish this exam to be over already. In one month it will be over. In exactly one month from now, I'll be free ^^. Oh I can't wait. Also causing I'm DYING to play the new Skyrim: The Elder Scrolls game... Cause it looks fucking amazing.
I think I have a raid on WoW soon ^^
Have a great week people! I'll try to be more cheerful next post :)
Darl x
Well, my cousin got married this week. His wedding was the weirdest wedding I've ever attended; and Iv'e been to not so few weddings. Now, before I'll start bitching about this wedding and the many-many things I didn't like about it, let me just say that I don't want to state any country, faith, religion or another shit, cause it's really not about it. I'd like to keep it like "global", you know what I mean? Great.
Right so, a few years back, all my older male cousins (from mom's side of the family) got very religious, like a born again christians. Now, when a person who wasn't very religious turns religious, that person usualy is more EXTREME than others. And radical. Like really. So this wedding was a religious sort of wedding, and which there was specific dress codes, specific rituals and one weirdo of a priest. This cousin and his wife believed they shouldn't touch each other before the wedding. I'm sorry, but this is a shit idea. The original idea is to be pure for the wedding, but, does a hug make you unpure? A hand shake? Please. So yeah, even when he proposed to her, instead of jumping on him and give him a massive hug of joy, they just stared at each over... I'm far from being religious. If it was me, I would give my fiance a big kiss and basically drag him to the closest room and once again express our love physically. In my opinion, not touching each other, at all, is a very stupid idea. What if he's a lousy kisser? What if he's suck in bed? Why would I marry a guy who isn't good for me in bed? Come on, sex is a major part of it. I know, practice makes perfection, but in some cases, it doesn't, so why should I take this risk? Now back to the wedding. When the priest pronounce "You are now Man and Wife! You may kiss the bride :D", you oughta give that special someone the perfect kiss. >> Seems like dear ol' cousin rather hug the priest instead of kissing his wife after he didn't even touch her? You might be a very up-tight religious dude, but come on, bro! Where's your teenager's lust?! >> Sister was right to note that it looked like he was marrying the priest instead of her. Poor girl... She was just standing her, doesn't know what the fuck to do with herself now...
Yeah.... VERY weird....
So what kind of emotions did he have for her to propose to her, if he couldn't even express them? >> I'm pretty sure he didn't tell her "Hun, I love you very much!" or something like that. How can you marry a person who cannot actually express his love for you in matter of words or actions? If they got married just from religious points of view then... I pity them.
I would love to get married someday. My main reason is those fancy white dresses, I simply love it. Also it is a celebration of two people's love. There is a beautiful thing in that very old tradition. I don't want to marry someone cause I HAVE to. I want to get married out of love (as I am a hopeless romantic person). I want to marry a person who I'm deeply sure of him feelings for me and I of my feelings for him.
Though in a way, I am kind of jealous... I want a person in my life. *Sigh*...
And oh yes, I'm feeling down from jealousy, and frustration from studying once again... I just wish this exam to be over already. In one month it will be over. In exactly one month from now, I'll be free ^^. Oh I can't wait. Also causing I'm DYING to play the new Skyrim: The Elder Scrolls game... Cause it looks fucking amazing.
I think I have a raid on WoW soon ^^
Have a great week people! I'll try to be more cheerful next post :)
Darl x
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Love is the wisdom of the fool and the folly of the wise
1) Yay of the Day - To find out a very funny fanart, and to keep LoL about it all day.
2) Quote of the Day - "When I get sad, I just stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story." - Barney Stinson of How I Met Your Mother.
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - Walking to my room carrying the dirty dishes after lunch, and wondering what the hell have I been thinking to myself...
This post is a quote from a tiny wee book, called "The best things in life begins with L". This spesific quote was of a man named Samuel Johnson. I have no idea who this guy is, but he makes a darn good point. I got this tiny wee book (it IS tiny, it can fit in one's pocket) from a gift shop, in a cathedral in Liverpool, England, when I was 13. This spesific quote has been a guide line to me, and I find it most fitting to me, and my own life. Why? Simple. I am anything but stupid. When I love someone, I am anything but smart. I tend to lose my head in romance, and in fact, it's what I'm going to discuss about today.
Elvis Presley said in his famous song: "Wise men say, only fools rush in..." Yeah, he was right, and it was said over 50 years ago. Sad fact, but I get emotionally attached to people very fast. I adore the people in my life, I love each and everyone of them. If I am to go on a blind date, and find out the guy is actually a keeper, I'll do what it takes to keep this one too; even if it means have a huge crush on him. Now, unlike Elvis, I do not fall in love with this one-time-blind-date. But I get attached. Figures it is a big deal for me to let go, and it follows up by too many tears.
As I said before, I'm a 21 year old virgin, a rare species. I'm also someone who still believes in love. Yeah, I know what you might think, 'Dude, she watched too many chick-flicks' or whatever. Thing is, I always believed in love, even as a little girl. Here we can blame Disney for it. Like in modern Disney films, such as Shrek, even he, a massive anti-social ogre finds his "happily ever after" with Fiona. Are we wrong to believe in such tales, that even the most repulsive beings in the worlds deserve to be loved? Of course not. When someone is loved, all he/she does is good. When someone is alone, and unloved, however, all he/she does is bad, mainly being depressed. We all deserve it. Deep inside, I believe we all want love, heck, we all crave for it. I am a hopeless romantic who still believes in romance, and love, and tiny hearts above my head when I this is one special guy. I crave love, this is what I want from life. Love. I dated many guys, and none made me feel he's worthy of my love. Bunch of guys who, I do mean it when I say it, I hope they'll find the one who'll love them. Cause, again, we all deserve it. The media is out to brainwash me with love. It is practically EVERYWHERE we look. Commercials, flims, TV series, books, and even, video games. As an amatuer writer, I write about love. Why? Cause I love it. My characters, like everywhere really, finally find love after struggles (It won't come very easy, now). They finally in each others' arms, laying together. Heart warming. Wanna puke. Same question popes to my head everytime - What about moi? Doesn't moi deserve some of the good stuff? Of course moi does! <3
You might as yourself, am I in love right now? It's complicated. I have feelings for a certain person, and like I told him, I will always will. But, being far away, we can only BE when physically meet. My feelings for him doesn't keep me from seeing other people. Heck, I even wanted someone while having these feelings. Lucky me, he feels the same way back. BUT, again, distance. Love today becomes world-wide. It IS possible, yet it's not very cheap. One does have to come to the other's country. I know of a couple who made this kind of love possible, and I adore them both, cause they are simply amazing together. My secret wish is to make this kind of love possible for me too, cause I can't seem to find decent guys here.
Now back to the virgin issue. I have been thinking lately. I want to have sex. I think about sex like a dude. ALOT. Can't really measure how many times a day, but alot nonetheless. Is it ok to have sex with a good friend, whom you know so good and well? Just for the first time, I wash off this VIRGIN remark on my forehead, that keeps all the guys 10miles away. Iv'e been wondering about it alot. Would be interesting, to finally figure out what all the fuzz is about (Actually I do know what all the fuzz is about, it's a great thing that people wouldn't have been doing it unless it rocks and feels good). Could be. But who knows? Right now, I can't be bothered with planning my first time, I have to pass this exam in order to finally make sometime for planning this.
Of course, I'd like to sleep with someone I love, but, I fear that because I want to love, I won't get to have it soon... I can sattle to sleep with someone I like and care about (like a good friend) which doesn't require me to fall in love with him. <3
Allow me, in the spirit of love, share with you the most Romantic video game character ever. The game being Dragon Age: Origins, set in the background of war, chaos and blight. Now, you, as a grey warden (now let's talk about the female warden) can romance the other grey warden Alistair. My guy friends call him gay. He ain't no gay. He is the true idialistic male. When he falls for the female warden he worships her, with his loveable British accent and knight's good manners. Sometimes, he starts a chat with "Your desire is my command". How hot is that?! Besides the fact that he actually looks good, he's also perfect in my eyes. Funny, I'm not the only female gamer who thinks that ^^. He is the type of guy who's willing to take the final blow and die for the one he loves. He offers a rose as a token of love, picked in a place who is now full of death. How can something so beautiful can grow in all this chaos? It simply does, because again, love has a magical way toying with us and with fate. <3
Till next time,
Darl, the Love Fool (truelly, that is a WoW title!) <3
2) Quote of the Day - "When I get sad, I just stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story." - Barney Stinson of How I Met Your Mother.
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - Walking to my room carrying the dirty dishes after lunch, and wondering what the hell have I been thinking to myself...
This post is a quote from a tiny wee book, called "The best things in life begins with L". This spesific quote was of a man named Samuel Johnson. I have no idea who this guy is, but he makes a darn good point. I got this tiny wee book (it IS tiny, it can fit in one's pocket) from a gift shop, in a cathedral in Liverpool, England, when I was 13. This spesific quote has been a guide line to me, and I find it most fitting to me, and my own life. Why? Simple. I am anything but stupid. When I love someone, I am anything but smart. I tend to lose my head in romance, and in fact, it's what I'm going to discuss about today.
Elvis Presley said in his famous song: "Wise men say, only fools rush in..." Yeah, he was right, and it was said over 50 years ago. Sad fact, but I get emotionally attached to people very fast. I adore the people in my life, I love each and everyone of them. If I am to go on a blind date, and find out the guy is actually a keeper, I'll do what it takes to keep this one too; even if it means have a huge crush on him. Now, unlike Elvis, I do not fall in love with this one-time-blind-date. But I get attached. Figures it is a big deal for me to let go, and it follows up by too many tears.
As I said before, I'm a 21 year old virgin, a rare species. I'm also someone who still believes in love. Yeah, I know what you might think, 'Dude, she watched too many chick-flicks' or whatever. Thing is, I always believed in love, even as a little girl. Here we can blame Disney for it. Like in modern Disney films, such as Shrek, even he, a massive anti-social ogre finds his "happily ever after" with Fiona. Are we wrong to believe in such tales, that even the most repulsive beings in the worlds deserve to be loved? Of course not. When someone is loved, all he/she does is good. When someone is alone, and unloved, however, all he/she does is bad, mainly being depressed. We all deserve it. Deep inside, I believe we all want love, heck, we all crave for it. I am a hopeless romantic who still believes in romance, and love, and tiny hearts above my head when I this is one special guy. I crave love, this is what I want from life. Love. I dated many guys, and none made me feel he's worthy of my love. Bunch of guys who, I do mean it when I say it, I hope they'll find the one who'll love them. Cause, again, we all deserve it. The media is out to brainwash me with love. It is practically EVERYWHERE we look. Commercials, flims, TV series, books, and even, video games. As an amatuer writer, I write about love. Why? Cause I love it. My characters, like everywhere really, finally find love after struggles (It won't come very easy, now). They finally in each others' arms, laying together. Heart warming. Wanna puke. Same question popes to my head everytime - What about moi? Doesn't moi deserve some of the good stuff? Of course moi does! <3
You might as yourself, am I in love right now? It's complicated. I have feelings for a certain person, and like I told him, I will always will. But, being far away, we can only BE when physically meet. My feelings for him doesn't keep me from seeing other people. Heck, I even wanted someone while having these feelings. Lucky me, he feels the same way back. BUT, again, distance. Love today becomes world-wide. It IS possible, yet it's not very cheap. One does have to come to the other's country. I know of a couple who made this kind of love possible, and I adore them both, cause they are simply amazing together. My secret wish is to make this kind of love possible for me too, cause I can't seem to find decent guys here.
Now back to the virgin issue. I have been thinking lately. I want to have sex. I think about sex like a dude. ALOT. Can't really measure how many times a day, but alot nonetheless. Is it ok to have sex with a good friend, whom you know so good and well? Just for the first time, I wash off this VIRGIN remark on my forehead, that keeps all the guys 10miles away. Iv'e been wondering about it alot. Would be interesting, to finally figure out what all the fuzz is about (Actually I do know what all the fuzz is about, it's a great thing that people wouldn't have been doing it unless it rocks and feels good). Could be. But who knows? Right now, I can't be bothered with planning my first time, I have to pass this exam in order to finally make sometime for planning this.
Of course, I'd like to sleep with someone I love, but, I fear that because I want to love, I won't get to have it soon... I can sattle to sleep with someone I like and care about (like a good friend) which doesn't require me to fall in love with him. <3
Allow me, in the spirit of love, share with you the most Romantic video game character ever. The game being Dragon Age: Origins, set in the background of war, chaos and blight. Now, you, as a grey warden (now let's talk about the female warden) can romance the other grey warden Alistair. My guy friends call him gay. He ain't no gay. He is the true idialistic male. When he falls for the female warden he worships her, with his loveable British accent and knight's good manners. Sometimes, he starts a chat with "Your desire is my command". How hot is that?! Besides the fact that he actually looks good, he's also perfect in my eyes. Funny, I'm not the only female gamer who thinks that ^^. He is the type of guy who's willing to take the final blow and die for the one he loves. He offers a rose as a token of love, picked in a place who is now full of death. How can something so beautiful can grow in all this chaos? It simply does, because again, love has a magical way toying with us and with fate. <3
Till next time,
Darl, the Love Fool (truelly, that is a WoW title!) <3
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