Greetings!
1) Yay of the Day - Yesterday, in course for the big exam, I improved my last test score by 17%?! Dude, that is HUGE! :D
2) Quote of the Day - "Went for my monthly Chiropracter visit today and he totally yelled FUS RO DAH when he cracked my back. Scariest most epic doctor ever." - Pride
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - I did a small home test today, and finished a chapter under 25minutes. I was like "Damn, that was fast!" Then I figured out I accidently skipped 2 questions...
Today's post name is, yet again, a WoW achievement. This one is an Archaeology (damn, such a complicated word) one. Now this relates to my current feelings because I realized something that was actually right under my nose, and usualy, when things go lost for whatever reason, they are bound to be found in the last place you look, which is usualy right under your nose.
Now, I have been a little down lately. This exam got the worst out of me. I'm being a real bitch with craploads of anger issues. For those who read this that I hurt on a nerdrage, I am deeply sorry, and please know it was not intentional. I love you all <3. Usualy when one's upset, he/she takes (ugh, let's say he ok?) his anger on those he loves the most, which these are close friends and family. Amazingly, they are the ones that keep standing beside you, in the most darkest of hours. I owe Mom, Dad, Sis and my close friends alot for putting up with me, for hearing me out, for cheering me up, for being there, and knowing it is a temporary state, which will, thank goodness, end in 2 weeks. I know I rant, I love to rant, but when upset, I erh... Tend to be extra aggressive, which is very wrong. Thanksgiving may be over, and it is not a holiday I usualy celebrate, but I am thankful for the people in my life. My life doesn't suck, since I have so many wonderful people in it, right under my nose... These people make my life wonderful, and now, when I feel alot better about myself, I can make life even better. :) Thank you again, I love you, and thank you for reading this post, I love you too :)
I can't wait for these 2 weeks to be over! First of all, the exam will be over, which is great. Second of all, I can finally start doing more fun stuff ^^. Since Neil promised me an ICC raid, and still didn't make one, we decided to make one after the exam, so I can stay up, even all night if needed, to finally, after 3 long years, defeat Arthas <3 There is no way in hell that I enter another expansion whitout defeating my most favorite character in WoW. Another fun thing will be that on 25th, right after my exam, I'm going to buy Skyrim!!! Iv'e been waiting alot to play this game :) and the game won't distract me from studying cause it will be over. There is a wonderful chance that I will take a vacation abroad in Janurary ^^ I really need a vacation abroad, I haven't been abroad for 4 years now. Even if its for a week, I really need it. I'll have time to focus on my writing, write characters profile and sort their history, and might even start a new one. And of course, resume going out at least once a week with my friend, and finding a job :)
What the fuck is this WIND?! It's like I'm living in a haunted house! >< But if I dare stepping outside now, I'll be flying up in the air like Mary Poppins without the umbrella. Which reminds me of a funny story. It was on my first visit to England. I was 13 at the time, and one day we visited Liverpool. The wind was SO strong there it was hard to move. Think I was 20kg less than I am now, and I almost flew up into the open air. Sister's glasses were literally flying in air, and I laughed so bad at the sight of this, that I nearly wet myself. 'Twas hard, but finally, we took shelter in the nearby Cathedral :P
For the usual end joke, the thing that made me giggle for the past days was the Skyrim shout FUS RO DAH!, followed by knocking someone off a cliff videos. Or even better, making a cat video featuring the famous shout. It is so funny I was ROFLMAO first time Iv'e seen it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_95WhVIr1Mg -Don't mess with the Kittenborn! It will eat off your face, bro!
Till next time <3
Love you all again,
Darl x
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Second That Emotion
Sadly, I'm feeling a little down and don't really feel like yay-ing about my day, cause to be honest, it wasn't such a great day. I promise, though, I will try my best to change it.
Well, my cousin got married this week. His wedding was the weirdest wedding I've ever attended; and Iv'e been to not so few weddings. Now, before I'll start bitching about this wedding and the many-many things I didn't like about it, let me just say that I don't want to state any country, faith, religion or another shit, cause it's really not about it. I'd like to keep it like "global", you know what I mean? Great.
Right so, a few years back, all my older male cousins (from mom's side of the family) got very religious, like a born again christians. Now, when a person who wasn't very religious turns religious, that person usualy is more EXTREME than others. And radical. Like really. So this wedding was a religious sort of wedding, and which there was specific dress codes, specific rituals and one weirdo of a priest. This cousin and his wife believed they shouldn't touch each other before the wedding. I'm sorry, but this is a shit idea. The original idea is to be pure for the wedding, but, does a hug make you unpure? A hand shake? Please. So yeah, even when he proposed to her, instead of jumping on him and give him a massive hug of joy, they just stared at each over... I'm far from being religious. If it was me, I would give my fiance a big kiss and basically drag him to the closest room and once again express our love physically. In my opinion, not touching each other, at all, is a very stupid idea. What if he's a lousy kisser? What if he's suck in bed? Why would I marry a guy who isn't good for me in bed? Come on, sex is a major part of it. I know, practice makes perfection, but in some cases, it doesn't, so why should I take this risk? Now back to the wedding. When the priest pronounce "You are now Man and Wife! You may kiss the bride :D", you oughta give that special someone the perfect kiss. >> Seems like dear ol' cousin rather hug the priest instead of kissing his wife after he didn't even touch her? You might be a very up-tight religious dude, but come on, bro! Where's your teenager's lust?! >> Sister was right to note that it looked like he was marrying the priest instead of her. Poor girl... She was just standing her, doesn't know what the fuck to do with herself now...
Yeah.... VERY weird....
So what kind of emotions did he have for her to propose to her, if he couldn't even express them? >> I'm pretty sure he didn't tell her "Hun, I love you very much!" or something like that. How can you marry a person who cannot actually express his love for you in matter of words or actions? If they got married just from religious points of view then... I pity them.
I would love to get married someday. My main reason is those fancy white dresses, I simply love it. Also it is a celebration of two people's love. There is a beautiful thing in that very old tradition. I don't want to marry someone cause I HAVE to. I want to get married out of love (as I am a hopeless romantic person). I want to marry a person who I'm deeply sure of him feelings for me and I of my feelings for him.
Though in a way, I am kind of jealous... I want a person in my life. *Sigh*...
And oh yes, I'm feeling down from jealousy, and frustration from studying once again... I just wish this exam to be over already. In one month it will be over. In exactly one month from now, I'll be free ^^. Oh I can't wait. Also causing I'm DYING to play the new Skyrim: The Elder Scrolls game... Cause it looks fucking amazing.
I think I have a raid on WoW soon ^^
Have a great week people! I'll try to be more cheerful next post :)
Darl x
Well, my cousin got married this week. His wedding was the weirdest wedding I've ever attended; and Iv'e been to not so few weddings. Now, before I'll start bitching about this wedding and the many-many things I didn't like about it, let me just say that I don't want to state any country, faith, religion or another shit, cause it's really not about it. I'd like to keep it like "global", you know what I mean? Great.
Right so, a few years back, all my older male cousins (from mom's side of the family) got very religious, like a born again christians. Now, when a person who wasn't very religious turns religious, that person usualy is more EXTREME than others. And radical. Like really. So this wedding was a religious sort of wedding, and which there was specific dress codes, specific rituals and one weirdo of a priest. This cousin and his wife believed they shouldn't touch each other before the wedding. I'm sorry, but this is a shit idea. The original idea is to be pure for the wedding, but, does a hug make you unpure? A hand shake? Please. So yeah, even when he proposed to her, instead of jumping on him and give him a massive hug of joy, they just stared at each over... I'm far from being religious. If it was me, I would give my fiance a big kiss and basically drag him to the closest room and once again express our love physically. In my opinion, not touching each other, at all, is a very stupid idea. What if he's a lousy kisser? What if he's suck in bed? Why would I marry a guy who isn't good for me in bed? Come on, sex is a major part of it. I know, practice makes perfection, but in some cases, it doesn't, so why should I take this risk? Now back to the wedding. When the priest pronounce "You are now Man and Wife! You may kiss the bride :D", you oughta give that special someone the perfect kiss. >> Seems like dear ol' cousin rather hug the priest instead of kissing his wife after he didn't even touch her? You might be a very up-tight religious dude, but come on, bro! Where's your teenager's lust?! >> Sister was right to note that it looked like he was marrying the priest instead of her. Poor girl... She was just standing her, doesn't know what the fuck to do with herself now...
Yeah.... VERY weird....
So what kind of emotions did he have for her to propose to her, if he couldn't even express them? >> I'm pretty sure he didn't tell her "Hun, I love you very much!" or something like that. How can you marry a person who cannot actually express his love for you in matter of words or actions? If they got married just from religious points of view then... I pity them.
I would love to get married someday. My main reason is those fancy white dresses, I simply love it. Also it is a celebration of two people's love. There is a beautiful thing in that very old tradition. I don't want to marry someone cause I HAVE to. I want to get married out of love (as I am a hopeless romantic person). I want to marry a person who I'm deeply sure of him feelings for me and I of my feelings for him.
Though in a way, I am kind of jealous... I want a person in my life. *Sigh*...
And oh yes, I'm feeling down from jealousy, and frustration from studying once again... I just wish this exam to be over already. In one month it will be over. In exactly one month from now, I'll be free ^^. Oh I can't wait. Also causing I'm DYING to play the new Skyrim: The Elder Scrolls game... Cause it looks fucking amazing.
I think I have a raid on WoW soon ^^
Have a great week people! I'll try to be more cheerful next post :)
Darl x
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Love is the wisdom of the fool and the folly of the wise
1) Yay of the Day - To find out a very funny fanart, and to keep LoL about it all day.
2) Quote of the Day - "When I get sad, I just stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story." - Barney Stinson of How I Met Your Mother.
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - Walking to my room carrying the dirty dishes after lunch, and wondering what the hell have I been thinking to myself...
This post is a quote from a tiny wee book, called "The best things in life begins with L". This spesific quote was of a man named Samuel Johnson. I have no idea who this guy is, but he makes a darn good point. I got this tiny wee book (it IS tiny, it can fit in one's pocket) from a gift shop, in a cathedral in Liverpool, England, when I was 13. This spesific quote has been a guide line to me, and I find it most fitting to me, and my own life. Why? Simple. I am anything but stupid. When I love someone, I am anything but smart. I tend to lose my head in romance, and in fact, it's what I'm going to discuss about today.
Elvis Presley said in his famous song: "Wise men say, only fools rush in..." Yeah, he was right, and it was said over 50 years ago. Sad fact, but I get emotionally attached to people very fast. I adore the people in my life, I love each and everyone of them. If I am to go on a blind date, and find out the guy is actually a keeper, I'll do what it takes to keep this one too; even if it means have a huge crush on him. Now, unlike Elvis, I do not fall in love with this one-time-blind-date. But I get attached. Figures it is a big deal for me to let go, and it follows up by too many tears.
As I said before, I'm a 21 year old virgin, a rare species. I'm also someone who still believes in love. Yeah, I know what you might think, 'Dude, she watched too many chick-flicks' or whatever. Thing is, I always believed in love, even as a little girl. Here we can blame Disney for it. Like in modern Disney films, such as Shrek, even he, a massive anti-social ogre finds his "happily ever after" with Fiona. Are we wrong to believe in such tales, that even the most repulsive beings in the worlds deserve to be loved? Of course not. When someone is loved, all he/she does is good. When someone is alone, and unloved, however, all he/she does is bad, mainly being depressed. We all deserve it. Deep inside, I believe we all want love, heck, we all crave for it. I am a hopeless romantic who still believes in romance, and love, and tiny hearts above my head when I this is one special guy. I crave love, this is what I want from life. Love. I dated many guys, and none made me feel he's worthy of my love. Bunch of guys who, I do mean it when I say it, I hope they'll find the one who'll love them. Cause, again, we all deserve it. The media is out to brainwash me with love. It is practically EVERYWHERE we look. Commercials, flims, TV series, books, and even, video games. As an amatuer writer, I write about love. Why? Cause I love it. My characters, like everywhere really, finally find love after struggles (It won't come very easy, now). They finally in each others' arms, laying together. Heart warming. Wanna puke. Same question popes to my head everytime - What about moi? Doesn't moi deserve some of the good stuff? Of course moi does! <3
You might as yourself, am I in love right now? It's complicated. I have feelings for a certain person, and like I told him, I will always will. But, being far away, we can only BE when physically meet. My feelings for him doesn't keep me from seeing other people. Heck, I even wanted someone while having these feelings. Lucky me, he feels the same way back. BUT, again, distance. Love today becomes world-wide. It IS possible, yet it's not very cheap. One does have to come to the other's country. I know of a couple who made this kind of love possible, and I adore them both, cause they are simply amazing together. My secret wish is to make this kind of love possible for me too, cause I can't seem to find decent guys here.
Now back to the virgin issue. I have been thinking lately. I want to have sex. I think about sex like a dude. ALOT. Can't really measure how many times a day, but alot nonetheless. Is it ok to have sex with a good friend, whom you know so good and well? Just for the first time, I wash off this VIRGIN remark on my forehead, that keeps all the guys 10miles away. Iv'e been wondering about it alot. Would be interesting, to finally figure out what all the fuzz is about (Actually I do know what all the fuzz is about, it's a great thing that people wouldn't have been doing it unless it rocks and feels good). Could be. But who knows? Right now, I can't be bothered with planning my first time, I have to pass this exam in order to finally make sometime for planning this.
Of course, I'd like to sleep with someone I love, but, I fear that because I want to love, I won't get to have it soon... I can sattle to sleep with someone I like and care about (like a good friend) which doesn't require me to fall in love with him. <3
Allow me, in the spirit of love, share with you the most Romantic video game character ever. The game being Dragon Age: Origins, set in the background of war, chaos and blight. Now, you, as a grey warden (now let's talk about the female warden) can romance the other grey warden Alistair. My guy friends call him gay. He ain't no gay. He is the true idialistic male. When he falls for the female warden he worships her, with his loveable British accent and knight's good manners. Sometimes, he starts a chat with "Your desire is my command". How hot is that?! Besides the fact that he actually looks good, he's also perfect in my eyes. Funny, I'm not the only female gamer who thinks that ^^. He is the type of guy who's willing to take the final blow and die for the one he loves. He offers a rose as a token of love, picked in a place who is now full of death. How can something so beautiful can grow in all this chaos? It simply does, because again, love has a magical way toying with us and with fate. <3
Till next time,
Darl, the Love Fool (truelly, that is a WoW title!) <3
2) Quote of the Day - "When I get sad, I just stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story." - Barney Stinson of How I Met Your Mother.
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - Walking to my room carrying the dirty dishes after lunch, and wondering what the hell have I been thinking to myself...
This post is a quote from a tiny wee book, called "The best things in life begins with L". This spesific quote was of a man named Samuel Johnson. I have no idea who this guy is, but he makes a darn good point. I got this tiny wee book (it IS tiny, it can fit in one's pocket) from a gift shop, in a cathedral in Liverpool, England, when I was 13. This spesific quote has been a guide line to me, and I find it most fitting to me, and my own life. Why? Simple. I am anything but stupid. When I love someone, I am anything but smart. I tend to lose my head in romance, and in fact, it's what I'm going to discuss about today.
Elvis Presley said in his famous song: "Wise men say, only fools rush in..." Yeah, he was right, and it was said over 50 years ago. Sad fact, but I get emotionally attached to people very fast. I adore the people in my life, I love each and everyone of them. If I am to go on a blind date, and find out the guy is actually a keeper, I'll do what it takes to keep this one too; even if it means have a huge crush on him. Now, unlike Elvis, I do not fall in love with this one-time-blind-date. But I get attached. Figures it is a big deal for me to let go, and it follows up by too many tears.
As I said before, I'm a 21 year old virgin, a rare species. I'm also someone who still believes in love. Yeah, I know what you might think, 'Dude, she watched too many chick-flicks' or whatever. Thing is, I always believed in love, even as a little girl. Here we can blame Disney for it. Like in modern Disney films, such as Shrek, even he, a massive anti-social ogre finds his "happily ever after" with Fiona. Are we wrong to believe in such tales, that even the most repulsive beings in the worlds deserve to be loved? Of course not. When someone is loved, all he/she does is good. When someone is alone, and unloved, however, all he/she does is bad, mainly being depressed. We all deserve it. Deep inside, I believe we all want love, heck, we all crave for it. I am a hopeless romantic who still believes in romance, and love, and tiny hearts above my head when I this is one special guy. I crave love, this is what I want from life. Love. I dated many guys, and none made me feel he's worthy of my love. Bunch of guys who, I do mean it when I say it, I hope they'll find the one who'll love them. Cause, again, we all deserve it. The media is out to brainwash me with love. It is practically EVERYWHERE we look. Commercials, flims, TV series, books, and even, video games. As an amatuer writer, I write about love. Why? Cause I love it. My characters, like everywhere really, finally find love after struggles (It won't come very easy, now). They finally in each others' arms, laying together. Heart warming. Wanna puke. Same question popes to my head everytime - What about moi? Doesn't moi deserve some of the good stuff? Of course moi does! <3
You might as yourself, am I in love right now? It's complicated. I have feelings for a certain person, and like I told him, I will always will. But, being far away, we can only BE when physically meet. My feelings for him doesn't keep me from seeing other people. Heck, I even wanted someone while having these feelings. Lucky me, he feels the same way back. BUT, again, distance. Love today becomes world-wide. It IS possible, yet it's not very cheap. One does have to come to the other's country. I know of a couple who made this kind of love possible, and I adore them both, cause they are simply amazing together. My secret wish is to make this kind of love possible for me too, cause I can't seem to find decent guys here.
Now back to the virgin issue. I have been thinking lately. I want to have sex. I think about sex like a dude. ALOT. Can't really measure how many times a day, but alot nonetheless. Is it ok to have sex with a good friend, whom you know so good and well? Just for the first time, I wash off this VIRGIN remark on my forehead, that keeps all the guys 10miles away. Iv'e been wondering about it alot. Would be interesting, to finally figure out what all the fuzz is about (Actually I do know what all the fuzz is about, it's a great thing that people wouldn't have been doing it unless it rocks and feels good). Could be. But who knows? Right now, I can't be bothered with planning my first time, I have to pass this exam in order to finally make sometime for planning this.
Of course, I'd like to sleep with someone I love, but, I fear that because I want to love, I won't get to have it soon... I can sattle to sleep with someone I like and care about (like a good friend) which doesn't require me to fall in love with him. <3
Allow me, in the spirit of love, share with you the most Romantic video game character ever. The game being Dragon Age: Origins, set in the background of war, chaos and blight. Now, you, as a grey warden (now let's talk about the female warden) can romance the other grey warden Alistair. My guy friends call him gay. He ain't no gay. He is the true idialistic male. When he falls for the female warden he worships her, with his loveable British accent and knight's good manners. Sometimes, he starts a chat with "Your desire is my command". How hot is that?! Besides the fact that he actually looks good, he's also perfect in my eyes. Funny, I'm not the only female gamer who thinks that ^^. He is the type of guy who's willing to take the final blow and die for the one he loves. He offers a rose as a token of love, picked in a place who is now full of death. How can something so beautiful can grow in all this chaos? It simply does, because again, love has a magical way toying with us and with fate. <3
Till next time,
Darl, the Love Fool (truelly, that is a WoW title!) <3
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Just Can't Get Enough
Ahoy hoy!
1) Yay of the Day - Nothing beats the feeling after you completed all of your chores! Ah, I'm free for the next 24 hours.
2) Quote of the Day - "It grins, it follows, it is unstoppable!!" - TotalBiscuit about the Singing Sunflower pet.
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - Mistaken the number 2 for 4... >.> Thus failed in a math problem.
"Just Can't Get Enough" is a 10man achievement in WoW, where you defeat Kel'Thuzad (the most kickass Lich in the game) while killing at least 18 abominations in his chamber. Was one of the most epic fights I ever been in, since we went there 3 people (whilst a 10man level 80 raid boss), me and my friends Kal and Ossirian. T'was an epic fight since after Kal and I died (at the very beginning of phase 2), Ossi was able to finish the boss alone! He has earned my respect as a kickass player.
Last post I talked about how my family keeps making me feel akward, and about a guy dear uncle tried to fix me up with. Now, after the nerdrage and the blind date, I'm not as pissed as I used to be. Seems like a nice guy, nerdy (I actually like nerds) and here comes the big BUT: But, there wasn't a spark. I am really not attracted to him. Not that he's ugly but I wasn't really into him, and talking to him is like talking to a friend with no potential of becoming a boyfriend; more of the more reason is, he has a pretty big chance of leaving the country and go to study in the US. I am not going to get emotionally intouched with someone who might leave pretty soon, since long distance relationship simply doesn't work! (Iv'e been there before...). So yeah, I think he could be a friend, but not a boyfriend.
Allow me to be very blunt and say that these phase of my life is pretty sucks. Why? I have a good explaination. Right now, I study for an exam to get into university. It is the most dumbest thing ever. In my opinion it doesn't measure anything about me, 'cept for how long I can sit on my ass and study useless materials which I will never use again in my life. This exam includes Maths, English and my naitve language. They expect you to learn shitloads of stuff in 2 and a half months. Trust me, I did this exam before, didn't do so well, but to learn everything and know everything RIGHT this specific amount of time simply just isn't enough. So I took on a special course, started last month and still have it till December, Christmas time. T_T This is the most exsausting thing ever. My friend said that this exam practically takes away 4 months of your life, and that's why he is not going through it. Lucky for him he has a decent job. For a person who is not so great with Maths, this exam is a pure pain. They teach me things I haven't even learned in highschool, and I'm supoused to be succeeded in them all during a short time. This is so frustrating... My friend was right, I basically have no life at the moment, 'cept for studying this shit, and WoWing abit in the wee hours. I study all day till my brain shuts down around 7pm. I really don't have any strenght to go out or something and not to mention seeing people. It turns me into this obnoxious bitch who can't stand anyone. And since it's the second time I go through with this exam, it is more frustrating than ever.
But I decieded with myself that I am going through with it, give it all that I got, and take this exam knowing I did my best. And if I still can't a decent score, I will know I have really tried my best, and it was the best I could do. (Cause I ain't taking that exam ever again! 2 times are more than enough!).
For a lighter thing on my mind, Iv'e encountered a podcast of an american dude called Pride. What he and he's friends talk about in his show is mainly the lore of the game Warcraft. I think behind every good game, there's an awesome story. Games based on stories (of all kinds) are purely the best, and they can evelope during the playthrough. Was is nice about WoW is that with every patch and expansion, the story evelopes and continues. As an amateur writer, I simply adore a good story and love to see how a character changes within the story. So basically, cause this game and its story are massive, people tend to talk about it alot. And listening to a radio show about it is much more fun!
Now they try to figure out what the lore will be on the upcoming patch Mists of Panderia or MoP for shorts. They have some solid ideas :)
Neil promised me an Icecrown Citadel raid for my birhday.. I still wait for it >.> <3
Till next time,
Darl, the magical space-goat <3
1) Yay of the Day - Nothing beats the feeling after you completed all of your chores! Ah, I'm free for the next 24 hours.
2) Quote of the Day - "It grins, it follows, it is unstoppable!!" - TotalBiscuit about the Singing Sunflower pet.
3) Dumb Thing of the Day - Mistaken the number 2 for 4... >.> Thus failed in a math problem.
"Just Can't Get Enough" is a 10man achievement in WoW, where you defeat Kel'Thuzad (the most kickass Lich in the game) while killing at least 18 abominations in his chamber. Was one of the most epic fights I ever been in, since we went there 3 people (whilst a 10man level 80 raid boss), me and my friends Kal and Ossirian. T'was an epic fight since after Kal and I died (at the very beginning of phase 2), Ossi was able to finish the boss alone! He has earned my respect as a kickass player.
Last post I talked about how my family keeps making me feel akward, and about a guy dear uncle tried to fix me up with. Now, after the nerdrage and the blind date, I'm not as pissed as I used to be. Seems like a nice guy, nerdy (I actually like nerds) and here comes the big BUT: But, there wasn't a spark. I am really not attracted to him. Not that he's ugly but I wasn't really into him, and talking to him is like talking to a friend with no potential of becoming a boyfriend; more of the more reason is, he has a pretty big chance of leaving the country and go to study in the US. I am not going to get emotionally intouched with someone who might leave pretty soon, since long distance relationship simply doesn't work! (Iv'e been there before...). So yeah, I think he could be a friend, but not a boyfriend.
Allow me to be very blunt and say that these phase of my life is pretty sucks. Why? I have a good explaination. Right now, I study for an exam to get into university. It is the most dumbest thing ever. In my opinion it doesn't measure anything about me, 'cept for how long I can sit on my ass and study useless materials which I will never use again in my life. This exam includes Maths, English and my naitve language. They expect you to learn shitloads of stuff in 2 and a half months. Trust me, I did this exam before, didn't do so well, but to learn everything and know everything RIGHT this specific amount of time simply just isn't enough. So I took on a special course, started last month and still have it till December, Christmas time. T_T This is the most exsausting thing ever. My friend said that this exam practically takes away 4 months of your life, and that's why he is not going through it. Lucky for him he has a decent job. For a person who is not so great with Maths, this exam is a pure pain. They teach me things I haven't even learned in highschool, and I'm supoused to be succeeded in them all during a short time. This is so frustrating... My friend was right, I basically have no life at the moment, 'cept for studying this shit, and WoWing abit in the wee hours. I study all day till my brain shuts down around 7pm. I really don't have any strenght to go out or something and not to mention seeing people. It turns me into this obnoxious bitch who can't stand anyone. And since it's the second time I go through with this exam, it is more frustrating than ever.
But I decieded with myself that I am going through with it, give it all that I got, and take this exam knowing I did my best. And if I still can't a decent score, I will know I have really tried my best, and it was the best I could do. (Cause I ain't taking that exam ever again! 2 times are more than enough!).
For a lighter thing on my mind, Iv'e encountered a podcast of an american dude called Pride. What he and he's friends talk about in his show is mainly the lore of the game Warcraft. I think behind every good game, there's an awesome story. Games based on stories (of all kinds) are purely the best, and they can evelope during the playthrough. Was is nice about WoW is that with every patch and expansion, the story evelopes and continues. As an amateur writer, I simply adore a good story and love to see how a character changes within the story. So basically, cause this game and its story are massive, people tend to talk about it alot. And listening to a radio show about it is much more fun!
Now they try to figure out what the lore will be on the upcoming patch Mists of Panderia or MoP for shorts. They have some solid ideas :)
Neil promised me an Icecrown Citadel raid for my birhday.. I still wait for it >.> <3
Till next time,
Darl, the magical space-goat <3
Sunday, October 30, 2011
In a Thousand Years, You Might Be Worth Something
I'll start up with what so far has been "My Day" things:
1) Yay of the Day - Started up the day with a SNL sketch - "Who's on top?" with Alec Baldwin.
2) Quote of the Day - "Sargeras is gonna get here, and you'll be singing about teapots. You'll get pwned. Maybe he'll buy you a... "Pwny". - The Scourge Chat Log, Kil'jaeden (The most funniest thing I have ever read ^^ more about it later).
3) 'Dumb Thing' of the Day - When shutting out the door, make sure you won't stick your fingers in it and hurt yourself. Hurts like shit.
By the way, I'd like to mention "Yay of the Day" idea was made by my dear beloved big sister. :)
This post got its name from one of my favorite WoW achievements, after completing a long questline with Harrison Jones and the Temple of Uldum. Epic questline indeed, worthy of the achievement.
Right, I am writing this after a piss off which my dear-dear family takes alot of interest in my personal life, not to mention my romantic and sex life. I am from a rare species. I am a 21 year old female virgin. Among those I live with and next to, that is considered pretty much rare. The short explaination to this amazing finding is that I am a hopeless romantic, I want to love, and not have sex with someone just so I can say "I've done it". I want to care about the person, I want to be attracted to him. It is not alot to ask, am I correct? Correct me if I am wrong, please. So far, at least not among the men in my own country, I haven't found someone I literally want. I have dated not a few numbers of guys, and Iv'e seen such major turn-offs. Being a single virign in my age, and finding a decent man, is quite the challange.
Now, my uncle had the most akward talk with me and my big sister, and asked us if we have a man in our lives. My sister doesn't, she has a woman in her life, so she tried to dogde this questions. He is a military officer, and asked to fix me up with one of his younger officers. Just so he'll leave me alone and the fact that I have nothing to lose, I said 'yeah, sure...'. Boy, do I regret it. My uncle and aunt (and of course my mother and granny) keep interrogate me about it >__< This is most annoying. Appearntly, he tried to call me last week, twice, and yet I haven't recieved any of his calls. >.> Later on I was getting yelled at that I don't answer him on purpose. Seems like this is what he told them. The fuck. They made me 'The Bad Guy' in the story. I don't even want to meet up with him now; cause he is being such a whinning baby, telling my uncle and aunt I don't answer him on purpose, only after 2 lousy calls I didn't even recieve. In my opinion, a true man wouldn't give up after 2 calls. Come on, if I wasn't picking up after the 5th time he tried to call, then fine, THAT'S when I don't answer on purpose. Grrr.. And they try to fix me up with this wuss? Come on... I am not that desperate.
Just because I haven't had a long time relationship doesn't mean I have to settle for every guy. I have many stories about the 'settle down for a lousy piece of man' issue, but that's for another post.
For conclusion of this story, allow me to say 3 words: Fuck. That. Shit.
It feels good to rant.
Ok so, I'd like to talk about the Quote of the Day. A few years back, I think it was 2009, a guy named Brian Buckley had written a blog called "Coffee with Sargeras". Now, Sargeras is the most vicious villian in the Warcraft games, a massive Dark Titan that leads the Burning Leigon, and their job is to destroy all worlds. Kick ass job for an evil dude. The blog, however, is a pure parody. He added to Sargeras a different touch from his evil character, and turned him to a very sophisticated Titan, who is a philosopher, a song and haiku writer and a chef. Truely brilliant. Buckley however does not play Warcraft, and in a way, this is why I think his blog was such a success and hit among the Warcraft fans. Also the fact, Buckley is a very talented writer. Sadly, this blog isn't active today. Buckly created the Scourge Chat Logs, there were 3 of them in total. He wrote about the leaders of the Scourge and the Burning Leigon gathering up in one chat channel, and discuss about whatever. First time I read this, I laughed so bad I had tears in my eyes. It was brilliant in so many levels. Few years later, TotalBiscuit and his friends made this fantastic piece of work into an audio product called The Scourge Vent Recordings. As a Warcraft fan, and none the less Scourge fan, I absolutly love it.
Link to the Coffee with Sargeras Blog: http://cwsargeras.blogspot.com/2011/04/new-blog.html
Link to the Scourge Vent Recordings: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGxhrIYRWPc&feature=player_embedded
Right now, I am going to Study and then re-listen to the Scourge Vent Recordings for the... Well Iv'e lost count, Iv'e listened to it loads of times. :)
Till next time,
Darl Brightspell :)
1) Yay of the Day - Started up the day with a SNL sketch - "Who's on top?" with Alec Baldwin.
2) Quote of the Day - "Sargeras is gonna get here, and you'll be singing about teapots. You'll get pwned. Maybe he'll buy you a... "Pwny". - The Scourge Chat Log, Kil'jaeden (The most funniest thing I have ever read ^^ more about it later).
3) 'Dumb Thing' of the Day - When shutting out the door, make sure you won't stick your fingers in it and hurt yourself. Hurts like shit.
By the way, I'd like to mention "Yay of the Day" idea was made by my dear beloved big sister. :)
This post got its name from one of my favorite WoW achievements, after completing a long questline with Harrison Jones and the Temple of Uldum. Epic questline indeed, worthy of the achievement.
Right, I am writing this after a piss off which my dear-dear family takes alot of interest in my personal life, not to mention my romantic and sex life. I am from a rare species. I am a 21 year old female virgin. Among those I live with and next to, that is considered pretty much rare. The short explaination to this amazing finding is that I am a hopeless romantic, I want to love, and not have sex with someone just so I can say "I've done it". I want to care about the person, I want to be attracted to him. It is not alot to ask, am I correct? Correct me if I am wrong, please. So far, at least not among the men in my own country, I haven't found someone I literally want. I have dated not a few numbers of guys, and Iv'e seen such major turn-offs. Being a single virign in my age, and finding a decent man, is quite the challange.
Now, my uncle had the most akward talk with me and my big sister, and asked us if we have a man in our lives. My sister doesn't, she has a woman in her life, so she tried to dogde this questions. He is a military officer, and asked to fix me up with one of his younger officers. Just so he'll leave me alone and the fact that I have nothing to lose, I said 'yeah, sure...'. Boy, do I regret it. My uncle and aunt (and of course my mother and granny) keep interrogate me about it >__< This is most annoying. Appearntly, he tried to call me last week, twice, and yet I haven't recieved any of his calls. >.> Later on I was getting yelled at that I don't answer him on purpose. Seems like this is what he told them. The fuck. They made me 'The Bad Guy' in the story. I don't even want to meet up with him now; cause he is being such a whinning baby, telling my uncle and aunt I don't answer him on purpose, only after 2 lousy calls I didn't even recieve. In my opinion, a true man wouldn't give up after 2 calls. Come on, if I wasn't picking up after the 5th time he tried to call, then fine, THAT'S when I don't answer on purpose. Grrr.. And they try to fix me up with this wuss? Come on... I am not that desperate.
Just because I haven't had a long time relationship doesn't mean I have to settle for every guy. I have many stories about the 'settle down for a lousy piece of man' issue, but that's for another post.
For conclusion of this story, allow me to say 3 words: Fuck. That. Shit.
It feels good to rant.
Ok so, I'd like to talk about the Quote of the Day. A few years back, I think it was 2009, a guy named Brian Buckley had written a blog called "Coffee with Sargeras". Now, Sargeras is the most vicious villian in the Warcraft games, a massive Dark Titan that leads the Burning Leigon, and their job is to destroy all worlds. Kick ass job for an evil dude. The blog, however, is a pure parody. He added to Sargeras a different touch from his evil character, and turned him to a very sophisticated Titan, who is a philosopher, a song and haiku writer and a chef. Truely brilliant. Buckley however does not play Warcraft, and in a way, this is why I think his blog was such a success and hit among the Warcraft fans. Also the fact, Buckley is a very talented writer. Sadly, this blog isn't active today. Buckly created the Scourge Chat Logs, there were 3 of them in total. He wrote about the leaders of the Scourge and the Burning Leigon gathering up in one chat channel, and discuss about whatever. First time I read this, I laughed so bad I had tears in my eyes. It was brilliant in so many levels. Few years later, TotalBiscuit and his friends made this fantastic piece of work into an audio product called The Scourge Vent Recordings. As a Warcraft fan, and none the less Scourge fan, I absolutly love it.
Link to the Coffee with Sargeras Blog: http://cwsargeras.blogspot.com/2011/04/new-blog.html
Link to the Scourge Vent Recordings: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGxhrIYRWPc&feature=player_embedded
Right now, I am going to Study and then re-listen to the Scourge Vent Recordings for the... Well Iv'e lost count, Iv'e listened to it loads of times. :)
Till next time,
Darl Brightspell :)
Saturday, October 29, 2011
This is so going in my blog, rawr!!!
Opening post. Never in my 21 years of my life did I think of starting a blog. Yet, here I am.
Darl of course is not my real name, it has been my screen name for the last 4 years.
Why did I start this blog? To have a place where I can write about everything I have in mind and to rant once in a while, and not just hold everything inside. I've been told it is not healthy.
Why write a blog in a pen-name? Much easier, no one who knows me in my every-day-life needs to know that I rant about him/her/it. I can tell my story the way I see it, the way I feel it. I got alot on my mind, and I usualy keep my opinions to myself. But not anymore. I figured the time has come to speak out, even in a pen-name. I got alot on my mind, and I often do hear my thoughts in my head, struggling to become words, though they never do. Now they will. I give them the chance to be shared or else my head will explode.
First thing you need to know about me, I am a geek, and damn proud of it. My theory is, everyone is a geek in something. Geeks are the most imaginerative people in the world; and cause of geeks we have beautifully written books, amazingly looking movies and awesome games. I think behind every huge success, there's a gaint geek, working behind the scenes.
In general, I play video games, I read books, I watch TV and I go to the movies. I like writing, and I like dwaring. I love creating things and make them 'my own'. I love a good laugh.
Everytime I blog, I will share with you what made my day in 3 little titles. To turn a day great, I believe in doing 3 things each day, things that make you laugh:
1) Yay of the Day - Cause you simply must done something you can yay about.
2) 'Dumb Thing' of the Day - Cause you do at least one foolish thing each day and you can look back at it with a laugh.
3) Quote of the Day - Cause remembering something funny someone said puts a smile on the face.
Since Iv'e started to do these three little steps, my days have been improved and I'm alot happier than I used to. Of course I have my down moments, but everyone does once in a while.
What I am going to blog about is about the thing I love in life, the things I hate in life, games, jokes, men, friends, work, family and so on. Mainly everything that is going on in my life, and my opinions about them. Little by little, all will be known about me (except my real name, and where I live. I like to have a little mystery :P).
This post got it's name from my good friend Neil :) Quoting the awesome Barney Stinson from How I Met Your Mother. Each post will have a unique name from one game/series/or whatever.
That's all for starts. :)
Darl Brightspell, the mage of the Exodar.
Darl of course is not my real name, it has been my screen name for the last 4 years.
Why did I start this blog? To have a place where I can write about everything I have in mind and to rant once in a while, and not just hold everything inside. I've been told it is not healthy.
Why write a blog in a pen-name? Much easier, no one who knows me in my every-day-life needs to know that I rant about him/her/it. I can tell my story the way I see it, the way I feel it. I got alot on my mind, and I usualy keep my opinions to myself. But not anymore. I figured the time has come to speak out, even in a pen-name. I got alot on my mind, and I often do hear my thoughts in my head, struggling to become words, though they never do. Now they will. I give them the chance to be shared or else my head will explode.
First thing you need to know about me, I am a geek, and damn proud of it. My theory is, everyone is a geek in something. Geeks are the most imaginerative people in the world; and cause of geeks we have beautifully written books, amazingly looking movies and awesome games. I think behind every huge success, there's a gaint geek, working behind the scenes.
In general, I play video games, I read books, I watch TV and I go to the movies. I like writing, and I like dwaring. I love creating things and make them 'my own'. I love a good laugh.
Everytime I blog, I will share with you what made my day in 3 little titles. To turn a day great, I believe in doing 3 things each day, things that make you laugh:
1) Yay of the Day - Cause you simply must done something you can yay about.
2) 'Dumb Thing' of the Day - Cause you do at least one foolish thing each day and you can look back at it with a laugh.
3) Quote of the Day - Cause remembering something funny someone said puts a smile on the face.
Since Iv'e started to do these three little steps, my days have been improved and I'm alot happier than I used to. Of course I have my down moments, but everyone does once in a while.
What I am going to blog about is about the thing I love in life, the things I hate in life, games, jokes, men, friends, work, family and so on. Mainly everything that is going on in my life, and my opinions about them. Little by little, all will be known about me (except my real name, and where I live. I like to have a little mystery :P).
This post got it's name from my good friend Neil :) Quoting the awesome Barney Stinson from How I Met Your Mother. Each post will have a unique name from one game/series/or whatever.
That's all for starts. :)
Darl Brightspell, the mage of the Exodar.
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